camp fever

love you phy, always and forever (:

booking in for a camp today which last till sat, then have to rush back to safra for a swim event that very morning. then the following monday is another book in, so is the 31st ( the week after next). and DOAL camp is on the 6th. how nice, 4 camp straight. and after the doal camp, there's freshmen orientation to help out with then SCHOOL STARTS ): GOSH.

i still want to meet up with phuaphua & wenn soon. tskkk sandra, tsk.

F, C, M

lets just say, fuck chuck and marry is a great game to kill time.

so it has been..
- nygh's prog ( both thumbs up)
- yan's farewell HAHA.
- dinner with big fish and cindy.
- family outing, finally.
- work
- rot at home
- RP year one enrolment

bumped into quite a number of secondary/ primary school friends today. & finally met akina and hweishyan after so long. also i still think our self-entertainment level is quite high, right LFT and gay buddy! and besides that, im still quite determined to find out where i met fee before, i swear she look damn familliar. ah wells. the chilling out at mac and outside amk hub was :DD hs is still forever on her mia mode. and many love said she would marry me THRICE kay, im still holding you for your word knowww. hahaha.

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on another lighter note, why is it so difficult to get you off my mind?

没原因 就是喜欢你
在初次相遇 有重逢的心情
深呼吸 让心动隐形
完美的爱情 是无声的旋律

听 我听你 不确定的语气
等 我等你 放下你的犹豫
嘿 如果你 轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白 你做的决定

Cause I Believe
那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心 会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静 就让我的心安静地守着你
祝福不用回音

没原因 就是喜欢你
就像海眷恋 天空般 的心情
你前进 看着你背影
就足够世界 无条件 的放晴

你 如果已 爱上他的姓名
爱 如果已 没有我的空隙
嘿 只要你 可以永远开心
我会情愿 渐渐被忘记

Cause I Believe
那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心 会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静 就让我的心安静地守着你
把祝福送给你

Oh~ I believe
Cause I believe
那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心 不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星 总会有发光的原因

Oh~ I believe
你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃

whaat it takes.

now i know why im forever single,
1. hardly i can find someone that really attracts me that much.
2. im too dumb to read the signs when it comes to r/s.
3. my patience has its limitation in every aspect.

so )):

today i saw miss chin + a friend whom i know 2 years ago but forgotten to ask for her name then. so its like only after 2 years then i know her name. hahah. and she still looks alot like clar. HMMM. and i think i recognise one more person, but just not sure if she's that girl. anyway, thats not the point. the points are.

- i am having plans to travel already
- also my dream home ( not gunna happen too soon)
- work more more more ( save $$ )
- found my new haircut
- new plans for year 2009.

one of her pages.

her say in this,i want her.

''i never had the chance to say i love you,
neither do i have the courage to do so.
but do you know...
all that was on my mind was you, i trusted the you in me even till now.
as the days passed, that feeling grew fonder, you went further,
in such a pace that i could never catch up.
but now its gone, time stopped.
that wonderful feeling totally vanished,
the wanting of finding it back is at its minimal.
still, i would like to thank you for letting me know that the heart which i thought was,
frozen.. found its beat again.
And if it ever were to beat once more, i'll welcome it with open arms. ''


Natas travel fair at expo is alright so far, besides being slightly dumb not to bring any jacket to keep me warm i've nothing to complain about. but being there only makes me want to go big fish tour even more, europe based tour starting from london, 14 days over 10 cities. (: & working with my playmate cousin wasnt boring at all, our usual nonsense and bickering made the time passed slightly faster. and surprisingly vivien's workng there as well. haha. mental note to self, must make her say miss swan's famous 'HELLO~' again (:

on another note, yesterday night was :DDDD esp with great company. saw my kindergarden friend there too. gosh, i never knew we're from the same class then. lol. oh and thanks to mo love's fantastic driving skills that we dont have to push the car when its almost out of petrol. many many love, thanks for filling me that night (:

photos.

ALPS CAFE,

the birthday boys!

hahaha!

threesome, GOD.

all ready to do the forfeit.

passing the ice when kim lost. HAHAHA.

kim, sandra, desmond.

wendy.

everyone there that night. (:

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DESMOND HENG HAO DE.

haha. this time round jc got drunk, next time will be yours! WAHAHA. and you'll be in your cow position after that. (:

FUCK, THE MISCOMMUNICATION IS REALLY KILLING ME.

updates.

1. ogay fuck. now i need to think of a nice way to phrase everything so that i can have my room all to myself. sigh. please tell me its just like hoaxing children ):

2. there's tons of things i want to complete, which i will. cant wait to see the results though. (:

3. there's tons of things i want to say but cant, not the time yet. so lets just leave it to, its just like flying a kite.

4. B baby is love (;

5. i need my new addiction!

hohaho

gosh.i.am.still.freaking.tired.despite.the.sleep.i.had ))):


- wendy i saw your letter on my table when i came back from camp (: so sweet of you really, i promise to write back tmr! my brain doesnt seem to be working today ):

- i cant wait for more camps to come

- i need my 'energy booster' to bring my energy level up today. ( though i had no idea who is it, or what is it)

- i am having my after camp syndrome now D:

dont worry darling

finally,

everything is falling in place.

after all.

so vday was not that bad after all..

1. had so much fun watching people carrying bouquet of flowers waiting for their dates, its hilarious i swear! (:

2. i have a vday date for one hour. how nice of her to come down all the way to compass to pass me the gift during my breaktime (: yes, i still rmb what i owe you! -pinky pinky.

3. wifeyy is backk, finally! (: hi, im single but married to jeann. we promised never to remarry and we got married on feb the 14th.

4. the talk cock session with the 'talk-cock-king' at wee hours is just very entertaining (: and i just love her new cutesy phone. HAHAHA. (pls dont murder me when you see this)

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on another note, im still waiting for the time to come. never too soon i know..

HAPPY VDAY 09.

A passkey to your heart, is all i'll ever need.

With the one you love, alone, with your friends all are ways of spending valentine. well, i'll spend mine waking up early cause i have to return the display key i took home from bugis and travel to compass point for work. sighhh. waking up early is already a chore, with the traveling part... kill me please ):


''many thoughts came through my mind and went.
should or should not. would or would not. could or could not.
sigh. i really cant make up my mind.
maybe its not the time yet? or maybe it wouldnt matter to you at all, i dont know.
maybe im just waiting to hear it from you.. ''

roll it.

a reminder ;

''in tons of situation, its alright to not say out how you feel cause it deosnt really matter. but there's one particular situation, the 'it doesnt really matter' dont exist. which is towards the person you like. even if you're uncertain, just say it out. this way, you wouldnt have regrets if anything were to happen. be generous with your words, its fine. because if you dont say it out clear enough, the chances of the other party getting it will be very slim, and eventually it wont get you anywhere. so just say it out loud the next time round. who might know, it will turn ou't fine?''

; like the songs on the radio, it kept repeating in my head. maybe, next time.

sandra says

(monday)

today's probably the happiest day i had for the past 3 months. (((((:

friends we are (:

daily updates:

gosh, i really felt like a lost kid when i step into the m1 shop again. havent been in contact with phones for 3 months, maybe? and the lifespan of the phones on the shelf is only 4/5 months, so my product knowledge is equivalent to 10%. but thank god sharon and zhengwei is there, my fellow moto promoter its really good chatting with him again. and i found a place that sells superb ayam panyet, lucky plaza level 4 (: all thanks to sharon.

i think i've got the teach-the-elderly-how-to-use-the-phone face, gosh. so far the worst was when i have to teach a 60 plus 70 year old grandfather how to call and see msges for a whole 2 hours! but he've got sucha kind face which i cant bare to reject or be impatient ))): welll.. but the one today was not that bad, just that i didnt get to talk to gay flen when she came cause i was trying to explain the purpose of each buttons in canto to this hk old man :/ BTW, jenna goh! you look like some cartoon character with your new hairstyle! HAHAHAH.

ps. wife, come back soon from taiwan pls! ):


'i am single but i am also married.'

Fuck.

i should really take a step back and look at things as a whole, and learn to multi-task. also to change that habit of being too engrossed in a certain thing that i missed out a whole lot out there. DAMN IT.

im so sorry for being mia all these while, eve & wendy.
& cindy & jeannie wife & michelle soong & ah da & eunice nat ju & phyphy.

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on another note, i'll be starting work at henca this sunday and the following week. finally back to the job i enjoyed the most, esp when i get posted back to parco bugis for 2 days. (((: mom and dad had been nagging these few weeks & i am trying to make things work, sooo cindynghueyshin you dont have to worry. i'll crash over at your place soon, cause i'm posted to compass on the 12th! and apparently i've no work on the 11th :D thanks for listening to all the naggings from my parents without fail, and trying to convey it to me. i love you cousin!


i think its time to take a short break for now, i need to settle down my thoughts too.

很想說

You are so beautiful to me

在我眼裡妳永遠最美
連妳一個微笑也都會讓我醉

妳所謂的幸福我想給
以為手不放開就是痴心絕對

太愚昧難道笑容沒了 距離有了快樂也走了
還是真心死了彼此不信任了 終於懂了真的

很想說有妳是幸福的 很想說我的心是妳的
很想說妳真的誤解了 很想說妳真的忘記了 MyLove~

笑容沒了 距離有了 快樂也走了
還是真心死了彼此不信任了 終於懂了 真的

很想說有妳是幸福的 很想說我的心是妳的
很想說妳真的誤解了 很想說妳真的忘記了
很想說會好好疼妳的 很想說愛妳是自由的
很想說妳是否聽見了 很想說妳真的忘記了 (很想說我們可不可以復合)

愛了就有堅持理由 別說我會留在路口
不會走 愛妳會直到最後

HEARTLOCKED.

I dont know why but this week seemed never ending...

HAPPY CNY EVERYONE (:

finally im back to blog, and finally im home. was in camp and michelle's chalet for the past few days (: just like many others would blog, prcs was my best school so far. the cry rates was surprising too :O how i wish i could control my tears but as stubborn as it is, it just wouldnt come out :/ to think about it, the last time i actually teared was when i watched one litres of tears. tskk. anyway, i cant wait for my next camp! :D and school hoidays are here, im not missing school a single bit.

i miss:
saying chillies oie, seeing their faces while doing activities, working with my lover dan dan/ 8 percent zhenyi/ gay partner irene/ blur queen sofia/ sama who talks non stop, trying to stay awake during debrief at the end of everything, refraining myself from placing a toothpick at my eyelids.

on another note, i've my new love now: tadaaa.... ZORRO :DDD

just to update.

i'll be in for another camp. (:

so in advance,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENNN! I LOVE YOU.
sorry i couldn't be there on the 22nd, but i'll make it up to you when i get back! (:

okay, i am so lazy to blog already. so..
back to school, chalet, henderson waves had been with great company (:

AND I'LL BE GOING MISSING FOR 3 DAYS :D

everything is so packed :/ i hardly had time to have my sleep. booking in for another camp on tuesday again (: and like furby said, i'm kinda addicted to it. HAHAHA. before anything i must say that MO LOVE BUDDY'S is sucha good alarm clock man seriously. -faints. so much for waking up for 'secret meeting'. thanks luh kay. so it is work today and meeting swan & nehneh later for the chalet. hope i'll be able to survive for work tmr. will update when i get back, rushing off to work nowwww..


hey you, what will you do if you were in my shoes?
'will you persevere? or will you just give up right now?'
'are you the person i thought you were?'
those are the burning questions in my mind.

FINALLY BACK FROM CAMP!

haha. i think i just camped at safra for 4 nights. saturday night, went down to acc MISS ZY & lombang jiamin. sunday night book in, mon tues wed is the camp itself. gosh. LOL. and i miss bedok north sec 3 batch! (: esp my bunny mongster! and a few other characters that made me rmb them. :D i do rmb you kay. hahah. so say hi if you guys ever see me on the road.

fun kids, fun trainers, great time spent, lesson learnt. there're many more things to be learnt. SO i'll look forward in my 14, 15, 16 camp next week :D

and i cant wake up today pls, despite my sleep from 4pm to 7 am yesterday. :O AND XUAN & KAI, can you guys stop saying my embarrassing moments in camp! LOL. what swimming in the dream all. HEH. TSK TSK TSK. sheeeesh.

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on another note, i think i've just given up on relationship. i think instead of riding a bicycle, a scooter will be a better choice. (: ahh wells, just another of my stoning period.

things i would like to try out in the year 2009:

# spend the whole night star gazing at henderson waves (anyone?)
# learn how to skate properly.
# find my idea hairstyle of the year. ( HAHAH )
# wake-boarding.
# get my kayak stars.
# and hopefully my driving license.
# and and hopefully hopefully......

oh no, i have a sudden craving for the pratas at prata house! shitzzxz -.- BUT i have sorethroat with me & my work tmr that only requires me to open my mouth and speak. ): and now im just waiting for my medicine to appear.


you is funny, she said.
you are funny, i replied.
she rolled her eyes, her beautiful eyes.

countdown 2009.

i think i look cute in this photo. LOL.

check out phua's face! LOL.

i didnt tiptoe k.

i love you cousin :D thanks for everything.

esther!

jeremias, desmond, myself, kimberly.

thanks for pretending to be my height HOR.

:DDD

i love this photo!

HAPPY 2009 EVERYONE.

Bank of china - 37th

jasper, me, kethy, chin kee.

coconut <3!!

FRISTLY, HAPPY NEW YEAR!

30th - went for a year end event at the 37th floor, omg. i didnt know that singapore is shooo small. hahah. :O after that, we went back to office to return the stuffs before heading out for dinner with jenna, shai, zhenyi, jiamin, faisal & nesh. gosh, i swearrrrrrr faisal & nesh laughter was super addictive. its like nesh will start off with his laughs & faisal will continue it for a long time. LOL. and given that im those who'll laugh super easily, i nearly died k. haha! met coconut, chinkee & jasper for supper at some hk cafe along the prata house stretch. hearing about the uk story and the crazy stuffs they do there lol. comparing uk uni and singapore uni & their ah tiongs as well. HAHA.

yesterday's countdown was the best one i ever had, with phua, wendy, mandy, vivian, kimberly, esther, desmond, jiacheng, jeremias & zijie. watching the full view of fireworks without getting squeezing and pushing! went to desmond aunt's house which is at the opposite of the marina/esplanade river. :O watched it on the 47th storey (?), they have a balcony where everyone gather. lol. i didnt regretted going at all even though im having fever. :/ will post up the photos when i get them! (:

school's starting in a few days time. and phua says that i have to stay home these few days when i told her im going for camp on the 5, 6, 7 and 14, 15, 16. oh and damnit! my pay is delayed -.- so much of saying that it'll come on time. thanks luh.