one of her pages.

her say in this,i want her.

''i never had the chance to say i love you,
neither do i have the courage to do so.
but do you know...
all that was on my mind was you, i trusted the you in me even till now.
as the days passed, that feeling grew fonder, you went further,
in such a pace that i could never catch up.
but now its gone, time stopped.
that wonderful feeling totally vanished,
the wanting of finding it back is at its minimal.
still, i would like to thank you for letting me know that the heart which i thought was,
frozen.. found its beat again.
And if it ever were to beat once more, i'll welcome it with open arms. ''


Natas travel fair at expo is alright so far, besides being slightly dumb not to bring any jacket to keep me warm i've nothing to complain about. but being there only makes me want to go big fish tour even more, europe based tour starting from london, 14 days over 10 cities. (: & working with my playmate cousin wasnt boring at all, our usual nonsense and bickering made the time passed slightly faster. and surprisingly vivien's workng there as well. haha. mental note to self, must make her say miss swan's famous 'HELLO~' again (:

on another note, yesterday night was :DDDD esp with great company. saw my kindergarden friend there too. gosh, i never knew we're from the same class then. lol. oh and thanks to mo love's fantastic driving skills that we dont have to push the car when its almost out of petrol. many many love, thanks for filling me that night (:

photos.

ALPS CAFE,

the birthday boys!

hahaha!

threesome, GOD.

all ready to do the forfeit.

passing the ice when kim lost. HAHAHA.

kim, sandra, desmond.

wendy.

everyone there that night. (:

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DESMOND HENG HAO DE.

haha. this time round jc got drunk, next time will be yours! WAHAHA. and you'll be in your cow position after that. (:

FUCK, THE MISCOMMUNICATION IS REALLY KILLING ME.

updates.

1. ogay fuck. now i need to think of a nice way to phrase everything so that i can have my room all to myself. sigh. please tell me its just like hoaxing children ):

2. there's tons of things i want to complete, which i will. cant wait to see the results though. (:

3. there's tons of things i want to say but cant, not the time yet. so lets just leave it to, its just like flying a kite.

4. B baby is love (;

5. i need my new addiction!

hohaho

gosh.i.am.still.freaking.tired.despite.the.sleep.i.had ))):


- wendy i saw your letter on my table when i came back from camp (: so sweet of you really, i promise to write back tmr! my brain doesnt seem to be working today ):

- i cant wait for more camps to come

- i need my 'energy booster' to bring my energy level up today. ( though i had no idea who is it, or what is it)

- i am having my after camp syndrome now D:

dont worry darling

finally,

everything is falling in place.

after all.

so vday was not that bad after all..

1. had so much fun watching people carrying bouquet of flowers waiting for their dates, its hilarious i swear! (:

2. i have a vday date for one hour. how nice of her to come down all the way to compass to pass me the gift during my breaktime (: yes, i still rmb what i owe you! -pinky pinky.

3. wifeyy is backk, finally! (: hi, im single but married to jeann. we promised never to remarry and we got married on feb the 14th.

4. the talk cock session with the 'talk-cock-king' at wee hours is just very entertaining (: and i just love her new cutesy phone. HAHAHA. (pls dont murder me when you see this)

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on another note, im still waiting for the time to come. never too soon i know..

HAPPY VDAY 09.

A passkey to your heart, is all i'll ever need.

With the one you love, alone, with your friends all are ways of spending valentine. well, i'll spend mine waking up early cause i have to return the display key i took home from bugis and travel to compass point for work. sighhh. waking up early is already a chore, with the traveling part... kill me please ):


''many thoughts came through my mind and went.
should or should not. would or would not. could or could not.
sigh. i really cant make up my mind.
maybe its not the time yet? or maybe it wouldnt matter to you at all, i dont know.
maybe im just waiting to hear it from you.. ''

roll it.

a reminder ;

''in tons of situation, its alright to not say out how you feel cause it deosnt really matter. but there's one particular situation, the 'it doesnt really matter' dont exist. which is towards the person you like. even if you're uncertain, just say it out. this way, you wouldnt have regrets if anything were to happen. be generous with your words, its fine. because if you dont say it out clear enough, the chances of the other party getting it will be very slim, and eventually it wont get you anywhere. so just say it out loud the next time round. who might know, it will turn ou't fine?''

; like the songs on the radio, it kept repeating in my head. maybe, next time.

sandra says

(monday)

today's probably the happiest day i had for the past 3 months. (((((:

friends we are (:

daily updates:

gosh, i really felt like a lost kid when i step into the m1 shop again. havent been in contact with phones for 3 months, maybe? and the lifespan of the phones on the shelf is only 4/5 months, so my product knowledge is equivalent to 10%. but thank god sharon and zhengwei is there, my fellow moto promoter its really good chatting with him again. and i found a place that sells superb ayam panyet, lucky plaza level 4 (: all thanks to sharon.

i think i've got the teach-the-elderly-how-to-use-the-phone face, gosh. so far the worst was when i have to teach a 60 plus 70 year old grandfather how to call and see msges for a whole 2 hours! but he've got sucha kind face which i cant bare to reject or be impatient ))): welll.. but the one today was not that bad, just that i didnt get to talk to gay flen when she came cause i was trying to explain the purpose of each buttons in canto to this hk old man :/ BTW, jenna goh! you look like some cartoon character with your new hairstyle! HAHAHAH.

ps. wife, come back soon from taiwan pls! ):


'i am single but i am also married.'

Fuck.

i should really take a step back and look at things as a whole, and learn to multi-task. also to change that habit of being too engrossed in a certain thing that i missed out a whole lot out there. DAMN IT.

im so sorry for being mia all these while, eve & wendy.
& cindy & jeannie wife & michelle soong & ah da & eunice nat ju & phyphy.

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on another note, i'll be starting work at henca this sunday and the following week. finally back to the job i enjoyed the most, esp when i get posted back to parco bugis for 2 days. (((: mom and dad had been nagging these few weeks & i am trying to make things work, sooo cindynghueyshin you dont have to worry. i'll crash over at your place soon, cause i'm posted to compass on the 12th! and apparently i've no work on the 11th :D thanks for listening to all the naggings from my parents without fail, and trying to convey it to me. i love you cousin!


i think its time to take a short break for now, i need to settle down my thoughts too.

很想說

You are so beautiful to me

在我眼裡妳永遠最美
連妳一個微笑也都會讓我醉

妳所謂的幸福我想給
以為手不放開就是痴心絕對

太愚昧難道笑容沒了 距離有了快樂也走了
還是真心死了彼此不信任了 終於懂了真的

很想說有妳是幸福的 很想說我的心是妳的
很想說妳真的誤解了 很想說妳真的忘記了 MyLove~

笑容沒了 距離有了 快樂也走了
還是真心死了彼此不信任了 終於懂了 真的

很想說有妳是幸福的 很想說我的心是妳的
很想說妳真的誤解了 很想說妳真的忘記了
很想說會好好疼妳的 很想說愛妳是自由的
很想說妳是否聽見了 很想說妳真的忘記了 (很想說我們可不可以復合)

愛了就有堅持理由 別說我會留在路口
不會走 愛妳會直到最後

HEARTLOCKED.

I dont know why but this week seemed never ending...