one of her pages.

her say in this,i want her.

''i never had the chance to say i love you,
neither do i have the courage to do so.
but do you know...
all that was on my mind was you, i trusted the you in me even till now.
as the days passed, that feeling grew fonder, you went further,
in such a pace that i could never catch up.
but now its gone, time stopped.
that wonderful feeling totally vanished,
the wanting of finding it back is at its minimal.
still, i would like to thank you for letting me know that the heart which i thought was,
frozen.. found its beat again.
And if it ever were to beat once more, i'll welcome it with open arms. ''


Natas travel fair at expo is alright so far, besides being slightly dumb not to bring any jacket to keep me warm i've nothing to complain about. but being there only makes me want to go big fish tour even more, europe based tour starting from london, 14 days over 10 cities. (: & working with my playmate cousin wasnt boring at all, our usual nonsense and bickering made the time passed slightly faster. and surprisingly vivien's workng there as well. haha. mental note to self, must make her say miss swan's famous 'HELLO~' again (:

on another note, yesterday night was :DDDD esp with great company. saw my kindergarden friend there too. gosh, i never knew we're from the same class then. lol. oh and thanks to mo love's fantastic driving skills that we dont have to push the car when its almost out of petrol. many many love, thanks for filling me that night (: